To Kiwi or Not to Kiwi

So I ended up emailing Kiwi at the beginning of this week. I decided that I had waited long enough, and I wanted the pics he took over the weekend. Also, he gave me a burned copy of the CD he will be releasing soon, but the track info didnt show up when I put it on iTunes, so I wanted that too. I tried to put this in a cool, casual email that kinda showed my continuing interest in him, thanked him for a fun weekend, but didnt make me look like I had fallen for him hard. Which I havent, by the way... I dont know, I think I succeeded... He responded the next day:
Hey you.
I think of you often :-)
Will send track list tomorrow / Pictures tomorrow too :-)
Sorry - mad BUSY day here

Wow that was cute. Wait was it? In fact, what the fuck was that? I think of you often? What does that MEAN?? I hate when guys do shit like this. Okay so is that a sexual reference? Or is it sweet, like he misses me or something? I HATE AMBIGUOUS STATEMENTS!! Even worse, how the fuck is someone supposed to respond to that? Umm, i think of you often too? Lol. I dont want to say i think about you a lot, cuz it sounds too attached, but what the hell do you say? I hate people sometimes... I decided to try to play it cool and mention that I am looking forward to seeing him again, if I ever do see him again. After long thoughts, I decided to add an activity that we could do together, Hedgemazes in castles around paris, since he had talked about it a lot when he was here. It says, I am casual, but I remember what you like and want to do it with you, if the chance arises... I also tried to be cute and witty and stuff... Dont laugh at me : (

Oh you businessmen with your big important jobs... Always forget
about the little people...
;) No worries, its not life or death, just send them when you have the
time! as long as i get them in the end, i will be happy!
Been thinking of you too... And hedgemazes lol... Thinking of how
much fun it would be with you now that its all sunny and hot... Oh
summer daydreams, gotta love them :)
Thats cute and carefree right? Yeah it is. Then I get a response that has me terrified:
Daydreams - I know what you mean!
Would love to be in the sun having fun with you ;-)
I am back on August 29th! Yeah!
Keep in touch and see you then.
Looks innocent enough. He didnt send the pictures or the track list, which is annoying, but whatever. I can expect them soon, I assume...

BUT: He is coming back August 29th. A week before he said he would. Before I was told his parties would be around Sept 7th, meaning he would probably be in town until the next Sunday the 9th. Thats all fine and great, except for the fact that A is coming back at the end of August as well. Now, if Kiwi were to come for a few days I think I could handle it. But a week? Or possibly more? WOW. WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO?

When I hung out with Kiwi that weekend, it wasnt just like a casual hang out here and there. It was like a I am with you every second kinda thing. I am pretty sure he will expect me to sleep over at his hotel every night, in the very least. And I think A might catch on to something if I dont spend ONE night at home for a week. I mean, maybe I can tell Kiwi I cant stay over during the week cuz I have to work, and just invite A over those nights? But if I go out with Kiwi I probably wont be getting back till late, which I guess still works considering A comes over at like 2... I dunno, I shouldnt freak out now, since with my luck they will both hate me by the time the date rolls around. That or I will catch the plague and I wont be able to do anything.

Another worry I have is that these will be my last days in Paris. And Kiwi mentioned taking me to Marseille that last weekend. But do I want to spend the last days with A? Should I put closure on a relationship that must end, or have a fun weekend to see if a new relationship can begin? Kiwi isnt really a relationship though, its more like an extended one night stand/long distance fuck buddy situation. Sex is def better with A, but I have only done it with Kiwi twice, each time getting better, so should I give him the benifit of doubt? Argh.

I kind of mentioned to A last time we talked about going to Marseille. He was trying to convince me that ten days together was enough, and that we will have all of September, aka the 10 days out of the month I will be in the country...
Yeah but then I will be going to the South with my New Zealand Boyfriend...
He responded with a playful 'NOOOO,' which made me realize that he thought I was kidding. I was kidding about the boyfriend part. Not about the part where I said I was going to the South though.

Well I guess I shouldnt freak out now. I have a whole month to obsess and freak... YAY!

Okay Poll:
If you were me, would you Stay with A? Or Go with Kiwi? HELP...